Let me back track slightly to thank all of you who sent me messages, notes and e-mails of support and encouragement. It meant a lot to me. I put myself out there and felt very exposed as the time drew near and I was really inspired to hear what I am doing with videotaping my adventures and publishing them actually means something to somebody. I've never done anything so public before and I felt the pressure of creating high expectations.
The evening did not turn out as I had imagined, but I did have an amazing time, and even though it wasn't the number of guys I fantasized about taking on, the four I did fuck with were excellent. I have to remind myself that one hot fuck is a great night, and that having four is four times as good. I filmed two hot scenes. One with a sexy 30 year old cub who described himself as "not quite a twink and not quite a bear". We had chatted back in January on BBRT and had planned to meet and fuck at the CumUnion Party in Tampa, but he had to cancel (I still got fucked by six different guys that night!) He is the newest "Stallion" in OrlandoGangBang.com's stable of tops and he was properly initiated into the gang as well as my ass. I ran into him later that night when I took a break and we had dinner together.
Another guy whose name is Joe, showed up two hours late but he caught me in a mood and we started to fuck using just my laptop to film, until I heard the door open next door and I grabbed out camera man to finish up filming properly. He was a black latino with beautiful eyes and very large cock. Fucking on film was on his "bucket list" and we crossed that off then and there.
I didn't get the name (or don't remember it) of the most beautiful latin man I've seen in a long time but I enjoyed him very much. We met on the balconys of the hotel we were staying in, and locked eyes. I walked straight to my room, opened the door, turned around to make sure he was watching me, and I smiled at him as if to say, "come on in". Which he did. I have to say the lights, cameras, and monitors freaked him out a bit and he stepped over into the sitting area of the suite and we fucked on a chair. I got none of it on film, but I don't even care. It was about hot sex with a hot man. I sucked his uncut cock and rimmed his hairy hole before he pushed me back onto the sofa, raised my legs, and pushed into me in one solid stroke. It wasn't a long fuck as the intensity was high and came inside me like an animal. When he left, a guy was loitering outside my door listening and he said "did he just come inside you?" I just smiled and shut the door.
I figured I was finished for the night, so I went to the Dance Bar that is an Orlando legend for a while and re-lived some of the memories of coming of age as a gay man in Orlando. Not much has changed. I watched two of Orlando's most prominent gays ( and hottest gays!) get into a drunken fist fight. I got soaked when one of them threw a drink at the other. I made sure they didn't see me because I didn't want to embarrass them or to answer questions about what i was up to.
After I had enough of the thumping music and smoke in the air, I went back outside. Eventually I found my way to the lake behind the hotel. Immediately I met a handsome young man named Aaron, who I wound up chatting with, then went back to my room to fuck. Only as it turned out, I turned into a top as he was a total bottom. I don't top often, I just don't feel it is my role, but when it is a hot 26 year old who sucked my dick til it was rock hard, I couldn't not fuck him. And I fucked him like I wanted to be fucked. We wound up fucking, showering, fucking in the shower, back in the bed, slept an hour or so, woke up and fucked again, slept another hour, woke up with my hard dick already in between his butt cheeks as he pushed back against me. This went on until a knock on my door at 10:00 am brought reality back. The only thing frustrating was that I had been so nervous hours earlier when the equipment was set up that I paid no attention to how to record footage on any of the cameras. All I got was footage of us sleeping that I shot with my laptop. Damnit, cause he was really turned on by the idea of making a fuck film. We might do it another time.
So, even though my own bucket list still has "take on a gangbang of a dozen or more men" not crossed off, it was certainly a fantastic night. I wanted to get some kind of update posted for those of you who have been curious about how it went. I will post tomorrow about why a group of men never materialized, at least not the group I wanted. We turned away more than we let in. More on that later.
So, to answer your questions, it was an awesome trip, but five men at once is still my personal best. I will continue my quest, as will you, with new insight and appreciation for the men who actually do make professional porn and especially those who get a group of men to all show up ready to fuck at one time and are not camera shy, stoned, drunk, or who don't know or care what their HIV status is. As much as I like to think I am a total cum whore who will take on any man who needs to fuck, I do have some standards. The men who I shot scenes with that night and those who I had intimate encounters with one on one were the kinds of men I seek, and they had little in common. I am sure some of you will be disappointed, but I do hope you appreciate the fact that I am still learning about myself and that you always get the real deal here. Oh, and I was really happy to see on the overhead camera that I do not have a bald spot, though, of course, I did get a zit on my ass the day of the shoot!